Being paranoid

I have been experiencing paranoia lately. Rochester is just over 100,000 people and I have this feeling that people are making fun of me. And being rude like laughing in my face. Laughing is the hardest I think they are laughing at me. It is like being bullied. And I have to just chalk it up to my broken perception.

I don’t think anybody like the CIA is after me but knowing that people are ridiculing me it is just as hard. So I just deal with it the best I can and I take the peaceful moments and enjoy them as much as possible.