When sick the paranoia is the worst part…

The mood swings, voices and paranoia can all be symptoms of schizo affective disorder.

When I am really sick I have such debilitating paranoia that I close all the shades and stay in the house all the time. I have such anxiety about all the strangers. And even about people I know and love.

I feel the worst when I accuse my close friends and family about something made up in my mind that’s not true. It is hardest on them. They know it is not the real me.

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